Lately, I've just been feeling like I want to just bang my head against a wall.. Or slam my hand in a door so I stop thinking about everything going on around me. I worry too much, I over think way too much. And honestly. I just want a fucking beer lately. I really just want to get a fucking 30 pack and just have it on hand for days like this. I wish I had a friend I could just call up and tell them about my shitty day and they listen and when its time for them to give me advice. Just be like "im bringing you a beer" and actually do it. Im not saying I'm gonna drink when I have problems. It would just be nice to have a beer or something every now and then. Me and Brandon had a bad day yesterday. But, everything was fixed by midnight. Then, today we were planning to go see a movie to get out of the house on a rainy day. Then, his friends wanted him to go to dinner, so we went. WORST FUCKING IDEA EVER. I literally, literally, so severely refraining myself from not taking my plate and slamming against this bitches fucking head. We had a surprise guest come to dinner with us! A girl Brandon was "just friends with" yeah... right. Thats a whole other story. Well, anyways. I don't like the dumb bitch. and she came to dinner. If that wasnt bad enough. Our movie started at 730. So, we had to leave the restaurant by about 720. Well, every minute past 720 sitting in the restaurant was torture. Seriously. Anyways, didnt get to leave the restaurant until 732! Didnt get to the theater until 739. I forgot to wear boots when I left and wore my soft bottom boots. So, my feet were soaking. Like, I should of just worn socks out. Didnt see the movie. Had to sit for an hour and a half with a dumb bitch. Who was whispering with her stupid friends the whole time.
Bad day . I hate everyone.
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