My heart aches alot lately. Hows your doing? Good? Fuck you.
Someone save me from this.
I just want to shut down and not care anymore.
Everyone thinks this or that about me.
The most honest thing someones told me about myself, that I never realized...
Was 2 years ago. My mom said it when she was hammered at a summer party.
Her exact words were " Jordyn has a wall up, But deep down. Her heart is huge. And she is the most caring person you'll ever meet. You just have to be one of the lucky ones who gets to see over that wall. But when you do, its so..." and she trailed off towards George.
Can you tell how hammered she was?
Drunk words, speak a sober mind.
Everywhere I turn, its turns horrible for me. I need that to change.
You should find something to do that you like. You said you wanted to sew. Tell dad to get you a sewing machine, take the old clothes that you dont really wear anymore, and make stuff. Look up do-it-yourself websites on cute dresses and stuff.
ReplyDelete